I don't forgive you. I believed, I had but my mental effects spoke otherwise. Your lies disparaged my integrity and character within two communities in attempts of destroying me when you were exposed. I had every right to believe the things you did extracurricular to our relationship, based on all of the oppositional lies you told me. I told you in my dark time in my life about how I wanted to end my life and you went on to brag about a relationship you started behind my back. Everyday I relive that month every night I see it. There is nothing you can do or say that will ever refute the mental anguish and turmoil you put me through. There is nothing I or anyone else can do that will fix it. I can only hope I get better. -S