I've been avoiding all forms of social media for almost 2 months. I've uninstalled tiktok and instagram and my only entertainment have been youtube and Pinterest. but I was bored today and thought that scrolling on Facebook and reddit wouldn't be fatal. it actually was. it ruined my entire mood. I kinda slept it off cus I didn't have anything else to do, I'm still on summer break. on social media you can see just the cruelty of people, the complaints, the undiagnosed madness and so on. I don't watch the news in general. I don't know if I'm insensitive for isolating myself from the bad aspects of the world to live in my fantasy of a peaceful world. am I doing something wrong? these days I feel like I do no good. and I'm not doing anything actually. I scroll on YouTube and Pinterest and sometimes go outside to the store and to feed the neighbourhood cats. I'm once again depressed I think. I'm thinking of sh again. I feel hopeless.