I wonder if it's such a drag to talk to me. I texted this friend a week or two ago and it was such a basic question about some volunteer work and if she got enlisted. until this day she didn't answer. she has her reading receipts turned off but I'm 100% sure she saw my messages. with her, it always feels like I do something wrong. she ghosts people for the love of the game idk. but she never tells you the problem. this happened a while ago: she got mad at me (I'll never know the reason, was probably because I scolded her a little, I asked other people and said I didn't do anything unforgivable and that she's being childish), I apologised and then she went on with being cold and answering after a long time. I apologised in person too and she said she wasn't mad. I can't read her. I always have to be the one to reach out, the one to apologise and at this point I feel like I'm doing some sort of courting ritual chasing her. I feel foolish because it all happened before, with someone else