Rant #24912

Sometimes when I look in the mirror I don't recognize the creature in front of me, skin scarred by promises and broken by vices and impulsive actions. Even if I sleep, It stares at me with an almost pitying look, as if mocking how I never even became what I tried so hard to avoid. Problems sleep with me and wake up with me, I am a nightmare of a goodnight I never gave. I write stuff, perhaps I'm sending more, i dont know at this point. —Mv