I’m in seventh grade. I play volleyball and soccer. Each one four times a week. It barely gives me time for school. As a huge procrastinator I end of staying up until 3 to do my homework last minute. I fall asleep with head phones at full volume and wake up. Every day feels the same. Life is like a cycle. Friends are leaving. I’m getting bullied. I don’t even know why. I lost my best friends because of my instead for anime. They just started ghosting me and being rude. I don’t know what I did wrong. All my friends ignore me and are rude. I don’t think they like me very much. Other friends that interact with me just sexualiz me. I hate it so much. I can’t seem to talk to anybody because when ever I do nothing makes sense or it just comes out all weird. My comfort is comforting others. I suck at it sometimes but other times I’m great. But I feel like I’m not helping them at all. Oh how I just want to die. I eat so much. I ate two boxes of icecream and 25 dumplings in one day. I want to d