hindi ko na kaya. legit. the world will keep spinning even if i stop spinning with it. i want to lay down, and let everything consume me whole. i cant blame anyone, i cant even blame myself. kaya please. take me. i want everyone to leave me alone. i dont want to pursue anything anymore. magalit na kayo sakin please. i hate being useless. i hate being a problem. kaya atleast gawin nyo na akong tambakan ng galit. give me some use. i promise ill keep kind. even niki cant save me anymore. my chest keeps getting tighter day by day. everything is becoming so unbearable. i want to drop everything and stay where i am. i dont want anyone to understand me, but at the same time i want them to know how messed up i am. i cant keep anything within myself. but somehow, theres so many things people, even i dont know about myself. but one thing is for sure. im lost. so lost. i dont know anymore. i dont know na talaga. someone, just anyone, tell me its fine. i dont want to be a burden anymore. :(.