I feel so sad and happy rn ngl. So on this site I got 2 notes from ppl idk and they were so fucking nice 🥹 those notes ik WILL keep me going. Tho I also feel disappointed that my friends didn't say that to me. Whenever I'm venting to them or tell them about sh or wanting to commit, they usually say 'same' or 'oh'. I mean, I understand that it's hard to respond to a topic like that, but come on. Strangers tell me I matter and deserve to be happy and have an amazing day. Yet people I've known for years can only muster up a dry text. I'm js grateful that there's at least someone who cares :> -M.