im so lonely it hurts. genuinely hurts. im very independent and dont mind living or doing things alone so for me to be so lonely imagine how bad it is. i have no one to look forward to in my life, or share my feelings. I come home to an empty house, i eat alone, talk to myself, play games alone etc. It sucks but ive come to accept that will be my life forever. ive never been in a relationship and it seems impossible for me since i always get sexualized and nobody actually want me seriously. All my friends have their own people to talk to or hangout with and i just rot my day away in bed. no meaning to my life tbh.