I feel like I'm just a tragic excuse of a person. I fucking hate this body and this world and everything Im feeling. My first two relationships go terribly, I feel so disgusting by my sexual desires, im so fucking awkward, and I just feel like a fat, stupid and disgusting pig. To my teachers and family, I do well, but I'm fucking dying inside. I wanna vent to my friends, but I feel like a burden if I do. What the hell happened to me? I used to be a gifted kid and the best in my classes. Now, I'm a mess. Thankfully, I haven't hurt myself in a week, but I feel like that won't last long. Idk.
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