ive been begging my parents to put me in singing lessons for GENUINELY as long as i can remember. some of my earlier memories are of me singing. ive never once taken a class or joined a club. every time ive asked to do a sport or instrument ive been able to take lessons. ive done soccer ballet drums piano guitar you name it. a few weeks ago my mom surprised me by signing me up for singing lessons at this really nice place and ive literally been counting down the days for when i got to go. this morning (the day of the class) she canceled it. why? because i didnt do the dishes. mind you i DID them. im so sad rn this is what ive wanted for so long and it was finally about to happen i was so excited it is so heartbreaking to be so bad at something that you love to do so much and i thought today i would finally be able to start improving and learning but nope i guess ill just have to wait another 15 years for her to make another appointment i am so sad i was so excited