I just wanna die but I don't have the guts to do it. I hate myself so much. Nobody at school talks to me. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish I were liked. I also wish I had someone to talk to. It'd be a nice change. Im already doing drugs like a dumbass. And I wish I could stop, but in that moment they make me feel so much better because all of my struggles just disappear.