at this point idk whats wrong with me idk what ive done wrong but everyone just drifts away am i bad daughter, a bad friend, a bad person idk what to do atp family members are dying, friends are leaving, i dont get it ik i suck ik im horrible i wish i cld be a better person i swear ive tried nobody sees me trying my parents think im a failure my sister gets everything i hate this so much i just wan to be idk maybe like seen or heard? im always the one listening. nobody listens to me. i wish i cld just have someone who caresa bout me and is proud of me but the ppl who did care about me just die or driftaway eventually i hare this life i wish i cld just idk dissapear?