I really can't do this anymore. Theres no value to my life. I am so boring , I feel like i dont have any real personality and maybe thats why people don't like me. I go to sleep every night hoping maybe I won't wake up so im not a burden any longer to the ones I love. Im just nothing, I don't know why I exist. I wish people cared about me in the way I care, I wish people didnt get overwhelmed or bored by me. I can't change who I am. I want to die so people don't have to be upset, and maybe people will actually miss me or the idea of who I am. I don't know, I know this sounds dumb. I don't know how much longer I can stay alive.