i’ve moved for uni. i feel so out of place im the only girl in the group im around that doesn’t enjoy house music. everyone keeps booking events and i don’t want to go to them. no one listens to the music i listen to. i feel so alone. i keep seeing videos of my friends from home going to events where i would feel comfortable and im missing out. i’m sick of it. i miss feeling happy. i come from a mixed background so i feel more comfortable in black spaces but these are all mostly white and i feel like a token. i don’t know the songs i don’t know the dances i want to go back to feeling like i belong. and every time i express this to the girls at uni they tell me to just pretend i enjoy it but i can’t do it anymore. i’m really sad. i want to be with my own people but i can’t find any without feeling like im a beg. i miss home i miss my friends i miss good music. i played my music at pres and got told to turn it off. so i just silence myself bc i don’t wanna lose friendships