I was with my ex for 2.5 years and I have seemed to let go romantically, but not platonically. Even though we dated, he was still a big figure in my life throughout highschool and I miss the times we talked in school. And today, he told me to stop contacting him and how he wants to be left alone. After everything that went down, it is totally reasonable and fairs why you would want to leave. However, it doesn't stop the fact that it hurts so bad. I feel like all the people I get attached to leave me. And I just fixate on it for months until it's in the back of my mind, waiting to resurface. I have a hard time fully moving on even if they're not in my life anymore. The out of sight out of mind doesn't help because something--anything--will remind me of the people I miss. I just wish I could have seen him one last time. I'd be able to let go. I'm just so tired of feeling depressed and lonely. I'm tired of questioning if people actually like me. I just want to be normal. No anxiety. Pls.