All my friends are staring to find relationships and i hate it. Im jealous how they can find someone who relates to them and can love them, but why cant i have that same love they get? They also leave me out more and more by the day, when i just genuinely love hanging out with them all. I try to make jokes and be funny and they laugh, but then they continue their conversations like i was just a gust of wind. I feel selfish for wanting people to want to always hang out with me and talk to me, but I dont have anyone else to talk to or anything to do. I feel like i'm closer to not being able to do this anymore honestly.