Wanna double suicide so badly but I’ve got no partner :( ik it’s toxic as fuck trust me but just imagine walking around town together, getting some shitty food from the gas station and buying some monsters and sitting by the grass, looking at the polluted cloudy night sky, sharing a pair of earbuds and listening to your favorite slow songs. Then, you bleed out together. Any fear of death just consumed by the utter euphoria of the situation. It’s so romantic! It’s so toxic but it’s all I can wish for. Im so lonely. This experience is the only thing I can find myself living for