I feel like I get that he has the right to be upset but I wish he took into consideration how much it hurt me too. I get that he's avoidant but I feel like that doesn't give him the excuse to run away and say nothing to me or keep being confusing. How can he talk to me about how to fix our problems, tell me that he doesn't want the relationship anymore, and say that he'll consider coming back if I just fix myself. The worst part is I am trying to fix myself but I feel like he isn't even reflecting and is just trying to erase me out of his life. How can he that same morning reassure that he loves me and that he wouldn't want anyone else and then that night when I reached out to him because I needed him, my parents are going through a rough divorce and life in general has been feeling a lot harder and he hasn't been that communicative to me. How could he suddenly decide that he's done, that he's done loving me and that he would rather accept that I wanted to die then be there for me.