Whenever I end up in a shit mood long term, and by that I mean more than a few hours I just immediately resort to cutting, and I’ve “upgraded” to burning as well. I’m aware it’s “technically” bad but I just can’t bring myself to give a shit or care enough to stop. It’s quick and easy and helps satisfy whatever agitation or stress I’m dealing with. I mean I don’t exactly flaunt it, it’s a tiny bit embarrassing to admit as a pretty masc presenting guy cause it’s generally not considered a thing guys do, and I feel like trying to open up about it with family will just make shit more difficult, especially since due to both sexuality and religious reasons I can’t really be fully open or vulnerable with a big motivator for my sh
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