I genuinely feel like I dont have a single attribute to myself besides my cluelessness of who I am. I don’t fit in any name, i dont fit in a category, my body is wrong and is perceived wrong, i dont like anything about me or the way others perceive me. But the thing is- i dont know what to change, I dont want to die but I dont want to live. I want to peel my body apart and reshape it. Im so tired, and sick, and i just want to go to a home that doesn’t exist. I didnt want to move schools, I dont like my parents, I dont like the people Im forced to hang out with, I dont like Shakespeare either. Cant i just be happy? What is standing in my way?
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