Secondly I hate having resentment. I hate that some people you simply cannot get along with. I mean I'm chill af why would people be so shitty to someone like that? People are awful anymore. Not all but a lot. I hate the drama in the family. If we don't have any they'll make it smh. I hate my fam holding resentment and not doing anything about it but talking to me. What am I supposed to do. Like my relative. They went over there high and were accused of trying to open people's doors and they say they didn't. My relative is like you got me wrote up blah blah blah. So it's been silence for 6 months. Funny thing this relative sure didn't care how they treated me though because I called them out in something and they treated me like shit for no reason for a good while. Idk wtf is wrong with them or my family. Why can't we live in peace and apologize? Goodness.