I'm a senior in high school, it's been really hard for me these past few years. I don't want to do it anymore, mentally I can't. I don't want to die, I'm not suicidal, but I don't know how to keep doing this. I've thought about it, but I can't see myself offing myself. I have hurt myself by scratching my arms till they're red or peeling my lip till they bleed. I have a therapist at school, but I don't feel like I can talk to them anytime I need to because they have other students. I don't feel like I can talk to my mom either. She's always stressed and having work to do and I don't want to add onto the stress or make her feel a way. I just don't know what to do.