I don't know what to do. I feel completely drowned and I don't know why. By all measures I should just be happy but I am not. I bought a house; I am getting married and have great relationships with friends and my family and yet I feel utterly incapable of being happy. Ive done everything I can think of right and yet it feels so wrong, I am incapable of caring anymore. I just do the minimum at work, I don't participate with friends anymore and I am just barely functioning. When I see myself in the mirror, I don't recognize it could even be me, I don't want it to be me. And yet who else could it be except me? I feel like I cannot escape myself. I want to fix me, but I fear this is beyond my capabilities.
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