part two. i feel like im getting depressed. it’s killing me slowly, my grades got better but my school life is horrible. school makes me cry 5 times a day. and i’m still trying to hide my sadness being 2,500 miles away from my loved ones. i miss them so much but i don’t know if they miss me. they never text me, it’s always me who has to… and i never get a “how’s your day” or “are you okay” from anyone especially them. (them as in my loved ones in WA im in FL, they’re my best friends) i always ask them that. ig it’s because im scared of showing my feelings, im always so happy and positive it feels wrong to be sad all of a sudden. im known for being loud in a good way ofc, yk.. funny happy joyful that stuff. now i just feel sad and empty. i feel embarrassed of myself. i feel miserable. nobody is helping me. picture is tmmr and i have a huge scar on my forehead, isn’t that great? it fucking isn’t. i hate this so much.. im having a severe burnout, its so bad. i hate myself so much it hurts