I’m fat but not in the way where people would choose to compliment me around it otherwise I’m lazy but not in the way there it’s for only minor tasks and it doesn’t make me feel guilty afterwards I’m dumb but not in the way that it makes me quirky or isn’t a hindrance to how I learn I’m queer but not in the way that people won’t judge me for my identity or how I’ll express myself from it I’m emotional but not in the way that I’m always empathetic or able to make others constantly happy I’m ugly but not in the way that it wouldn’t stop someone from trying to be my friend I’m too much but just in the way where there’s too much wrong with me