I can't really say I love you to you. How do people hold back themselves from saying those three words?is it cz they're not js three little words put tg? How do they fight back from the urge to tell the person they love js how much they love them? But again ig that's not the only way to make that person feel loved . Regardless I can't say I love you s . When will u ever give me a chance haha. When will I see you again? I wanted you to live and tht was selfish of me . I cussed u out in my brain asking why u and all of it had to be ts way . Do u think in another universe its js us? Would it hve even worked out? Are u the storm while I'm the sea getting swept by you?saying I hate you would be a lie. I have no idea on wt to do... I don't know anything. I wanted you to feel loved to the end of the world and i wanted to make u feel that way partly. I miss you , was it ever mutual s? Did i read things wrong but it's alr to be delulu cz it's over haha.. I love you ,s -m