Rant #23761

I sometimes believe i cant breath whilst in my own skin. it feels suffocating in an internal way. like the walls keep closing in but like my soul has no way of stretching itself out. this all sounds fucking corny but these words are the only way to describe it. i have no way of advancing or even going back. im just stuck in this box off my body. ive always been disconnected to it. i dont even recognize my face or body in photographs.