Here we go again.. hiya.. I guess I’m back.. I’m so anxious about my body, my health, my future… but ever feel like there’s absolutely something wrong with your system and you just believe it. I have the worst fucking family doctor ever, she’s also so rude to me. Talks to me with absolute fucking apathy. I fucking hate her.. I told her what I’ve been feeling and all the things that is wrong … and she tells me that I can just google this and there’s nothing I could do about my cold hands that turn purple in just a matter of seconds (amongst all other problems I said I had). She says “oh that’s normal I have it too. Stay warm.” Fuck you, you didn’t even check me for anything else.