I'm a loser I just wanna die I feel like I'm always a problem forwards others nothing cheers me up except for when I remember childhood it was so easy nothing bad just pure happiness no matter what but now society token actual depression or health into a joke and they don't realize what they're saying and I used to get bullied all the time because they knew I was having mental health problems and it never stopped and now some people realize that the people behind this want us to suffer more and then the parents wondering why their kid isn't social like others and they think its because of the "internet" or "devices" they blame it on that and they don't seem to care much and then we have to deal with "the talk" or "I found this in your room care to explain" and sometimes I don't know how to respond to that and then they make us cry or yell for telling the truth Thanks for whoever is reading this this is true things that happened to me so please take care of yourself