I feel so unwanted, so unloveable. No matter what I do my partner is always upset at me, this morning he hung up on me because I didn’t hear what he said over FaceTime. When I explained I couldn’t hear him he went on about how I can never hear him and it’s always the phone and he said “ but im just dramatic and being toomuch for being upset” when I tried to explain that it was just muffled over FaceTime I don’t know, I feel like I’m always making mistakes and when I do I’m punished for them, I feel like I’m always the issue and he’s always upset at me and when I bring it up he gets mad and says that he’s never allowed to be upset because I blame myself It’s been over three years with him and nothing has changed really, I feel like I’m just waiting for him to tell me he hates me.