Why does my chest hurt when I think of her like my heart is sinking why can I move on I Didint even date her she ghosted me led me on and blamed me and she’s still so important to me I can’t even bring myself to dislike or hate her or even stop thinking about her she’s the first and last thought I have in a day idk if it’s because she was the first girl to ever like me or I’m just like this because the way I’ve been treated and I’m genuinely hurt I Didint like her that much at the start then all my feelings came in and I new I really liked her and as soon as I knew for sure it’s when everything bad happens my grandad and uncle died in the same day and I start talking to her a month after so I thought this would finally be my time to be happy specially since I’m so late to dating for my age compared to my friends god I just wish she could apologise or if she was ending it to do it in a nice way now I’m just hurt thinking about someone who hasn’t thought about me since the last text sent