I gaslight myself, saying, it's okay to be alone (especially at school), than to be with people who don't consider you and doesn't treat you as their friend. But as time passes by, I am feeling sad about it. Every vacant, my classmates are with their friends—either duo, trio, quadro, or more than. While me, I sit on my chair all alone, no seatmates, left and right. My so called friends before, like the people I got closed to at first to second week of classes, were not including me really anymore. They only go to me when they need something, especially when it's academics. Maybe it is that important to have someone in school.
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