one night my friend said something to me that really hurt my feelings, i was drunk and upset so i harmed myself and sent a picture, i deleted quickly and apologised. he told one of his friends who said very unkind things to me and then block me, my friend then also blocked me aswell. he said he needed some time after that and then we became back on good terms, it was hard to stop thinking about it though because i feared that he might of told more people or that his friend that he told had told other people, i asked him about it and he said its pretty public what i did because he got a friend to log into his account to block me. i was quite crushed. i started venting to him about how i always ruin friendships because of my problems feeling to big to handle and that i try too hard to get people to like me so i come off weird, he said i still do all that and that he thinks it fair people dont like me. that hurt, thinking about it physically hurts. so i blocked him as much as i loved him.