These guys in my school keep bothering me all the time and genuinely ik it’s not so big but with my already delicate mind I was already writing down ways to kms and when and notes I really wonna do it, my only friend is going to and if she does I’ll have no one.I don’t want my parents to find out abt my sh and sometimes I wish I had drugs and could make this pain go away instead of choosing death.I wonna die like I js don’t care anymore ik it could be worse but like bro I think everyone is better of with me and they’ll be way happier no one notices and I like but I also want to get help and make things worse.I hate my self sm ughhhhhh.I have to go to school tmrow I was planning to kms but like I still have to finish my fav book so after that.honestly death feels so peaceful but too permanent but I still want it.