I'm turning 18 in 2 years, and I haven't changed one bit. Porn Addiction got worse, started doing SH to feel valid, laze in bed all day, starting to feel lazy to eat, hard to focus in class and gets sleepy, and feel shit all the time 😂😂😂 I dont even know what Im gonna be in the future, I don't think I'm gonna achieve my dreams. How am I supposed to get a house or a car or pay taxes, how am I supposed to get a job, all I imagine is if I have a house it will be messy and full of maggots. And my bed would stink and has mold. Therapy is useless doesnt even help me it only embarrasses me. Went to 4 of them and none works. I don't think I can live next year, I'm sorry mama, I'm sorry papa, I'm sorry your sweet perfect happy little girl is gone. Replaced by a disgrace sinful disgusting child. I dont deserve to be on this world. maybe the only way is to end myself before 18??? I Dunnooo anymoooouurrrrr 🤤🤤🤤🤤🫣🫣🫣🤠🤠🤠🤒🤤😳hey, it's me, it's verity! Ask me anything! 😁😁😁