i've worked so hard to be a good person and friend yet most close friends i've made has betrayed me in the most outlandish way. i am someone that can take any sort of correction yet its never communicated to me, only behind my back and have been misunderstandings. i have no childhood friends anymore. i was sexually assaulted, i had evident proof, my assaulter was admitting he did it, and my friends were telling me to not report it and that i was dragging it. nobody at school cared until it blew up and then suddenly everyone did. and i feel so empty and so lonely because i dont understand why thats the only time people checked in on me. and i still had to deal with his friends calling me a hoe and i'm just so tired. i don't understand why barely anybody cares about me and it makes me want to lose my mind. i try to reach out to people bc i was a social person that knew a lot of people but it just is really difficult and i feel red flags come up with them or they don't click with me