there are people at my school that have a crush on me but i dont like them at all, and the one guy that I actually do like i don't think probably doesn't like me anymore because of some stupid stuff i did, and i feel like i just like because i want to have a crush on a guy because at this age most people do. And last time i did i lowkey became traumatized because i changed everything about myself for him and lied to myself that it was actually me and got him to like me but then he stopped like me because of his sister who is my ex bsf. and if that guy does like me should i date him and just not tell me parents?? IDK. he has curly hair and is nice and my friends said that we match each other's energy... so yeah, any help guys? I don't want to be a flirt or play with someone's emotions though, im also the new girl at school because my dad got a job here. I got in trouble in class and was sarcastic to people but that is not only who i am and there is a lot more to me.