Im there for everyone, i try to be atleast, but the people i want to be there for me arent there when i need them. I feel awful because i dont put as much effort into the people who keep showing up for me anymore. I feel like im abusing them, ignoring their advice and just pushing them to the side when they are the ones who keep showing up for me. But all i want is for that one person to reach out again and treat me like i still treat them. Always there, always willing and able to help. I have those people in my life. idk why i need that one person