If I didn’t have friends who would wonder what happened to me I’d kill myself. My parents won’t know what they did wrong until I do it. I should get it over with. I want them to suffer with a dead child knowing they were at fault, but I also don’t want to see that. But I do. Is that sick? Idk. No one notices or cares when I’m struggling until it inconveniences them. No one cared I was cutting and shutting myself out until it started making you look bad in front of your friends. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna do it.
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