I hate myself for being SUCH a bad person. Okay, for context, me and this one guy are studying something. I forget exactly what he says, but I say smth else back to him that was obviously really really bad. I apologized to him, and of course I felt really guilty about it and I would do LITERALLY anything to change what I said if I could. Now, fast forward 2 YEARS. Keep that in mind, 2 years. His younger brother keeps calling me names related to what I said and it just pesters me a bunch. I know what I did was horrible, I understand that. But the only person I would ever want to hear a bad name from would be HIM, not his brother. It makes me feel so guilty and makes me want to kms. It doesn’t make it any better that he is usually around my friends, and I’m scared that he’ll make me look like a bad person, when in reality, it’s something I never wanted to say or do at all.