the first step is always the hardest, hence i found it difficult transitioning from the gf who would always talk about her tiniest little details and preferences to a girl who treats someone with total silence. this time, i will teach you a lesson, and never tell you things ever again. the past few years, i noticed whenever i kept yapping, you would just start overthinking and cause us both the trouble. i will be secretive, and the old me will be too far to you to reach.