Recently my friend group and I, let go of one of my friends for just being a selfish, vindictive, and horrible person to be around. Initially the loss of that person felt great but I can’t help and think about our past a lot, I miss the experiences I had with them but all that reminiscing is overshadowed by how they started acting towards me, like calling me stupid and mental for even trying to talk to them. I can’t help to think about them and it enrages me because I know that’s what they want, they want everyone to come back and grovel at their feet, just begging to have them come back. And I don’t want them back because our group has been healthier than ever but it still lingers in my mind. I feel like I’m doing exactly what they want me to do, and that is thinking about them.