I'm tired. I'm constantly stressed, I'm wearing my body down physically without even meaning too. Yet I can't help it. I can't stop. I'm already not doing enough for everyone and yet I can't give any more. I want to give up and take the time for myself but If I do that then I'm selfish. I don't want to be selfish. Lately I can't envision a future for myself. I have plans but I can't see myself there. I don't think I will be. I'm over a year clean from self harm but it's been getting harder to refrain from doing it and falling back into that habit. I think I may just be done with everything. I don't want to be selfish but I can't keep living like this. I can't do this anymore.
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