hi i dk where i m at life what i am becoming will i be able to reach the places i want to be to become the perso i always thrive to yet i find myself in situation where i am porn addict i am 2nd neet dropper now i got 460 in 2026 my and bro got 471 , he is my younger yet maybe he might get the clg this year i think i dont know how i should feel i t feel es like i am stamding while ppl are moving forward i cant help but compare, i know i have insecurity i have never been in relationship nevery got approached , rarely complimented and chubby ,fat but yet confident i feel numb idk why no sadness or happiness