I can’t tell if I’m just burnt out, depressed or what— I’m always feeling empty, I’m always thinking about ending it, self harm, etc etc. I feel hopeless honestly. Yes, I have days that are better, days I feel good but a lot of the time theres just always some sort of weight on me. I buy things to feel something but it that feeling doesnt even last long. I feel like I can’t get my life in order— like I want to but I can’t. I can’t seem to take care of my health. When will it get better, why can’t I feel more consistently happy? Why do I feel so worthless? I really hate myself