I AM here to leave behind this icky feeling of this past week. I had zero motivation to study (for exams that determine my career as a dropout). I had to drag myself to get the minimum done, and a lot of my time was spent on being paralysed to just do it..sigh. I hated that I WAS doing everything else, except to just sit there and power through. It was so hard, and it makes me feel really bad and guilty. My family has such high expectations and I shouldn't be wasting time on the what ifs. its just it haunts me when I think of the future with the whole "I have been average all my life, I won't make it here either" I am not sure why I am so conscious about it this time. Why am I ALLOWING my overthinking to rule over me? Anyone got tips on how to just shut the noise down and just get to work? I think I just need someone to tell me it will turn out fine. anyways guys that's a wrap :3 - shibu