I feel so drained lately theres so many things going on like, school exams and my mums making me stay home all the time, taking my phone off me and its like i have no social life and thats what I depend on i got grounded the other week for being 2 mins late and then theres my friends constantly bossing me around and slapping me and being rude and i just dont want that i want genuine friends that care and look out for me and dont always force me to go everywhere or do stuff. Omg and theres this boy and im getting so upset over him for the smallest reasons ever like not even last week we were acting all close like we were gonna get together and he was hinting at it and meeting constantly but a few days ago hes been leaving me on delivered for like 4 hours when still active we havent messaged in those days and theyve been really dry snaps, he still has my vape and im ment to meet him saturday for it but i dont even know if he will because last week we were ment to and then he cancelled.