I can't take this anymore. I can't get a job. I have a high enough gpa, more experience in the industry than anyone else who graduated alongside me, yet I can't even land a single interview, because of my citizenship or otherwise. My past employers let me go without even a goodbye. All my friends don't reach out unless they're looking for something or a soundboard, and I have to just sit there and smile and take it all. I'm suffering. I want to die. I'm crying and cutting myself and no one knows because I have to sit there and smile and act like it's all alright. I can't do this anymore. I hate everything. More than anything, I hate myself.