I yearn for my best friend on a level that hurts. Anytime she's not online I get so anxious, so depressed, but when she's around, it feels like my sanity never left. I can't stop thinking about her. I want her to yearn for me as I yearn for her, as selfish as it is. She's all I want. She's all I need. She's why I'm alive. Yet this adoration feels like it's stabbing me.