im pretty sure I have social anxiety. I can physically not speak at all when im in class, and the only exception is when Im with my friends because they make me feel more comfortable. I HATE answering questions in class because im scared I'll get it wrong and people will look down on me, so I just don't try to answer anything at all. I don't like asking the teacher for things because i overthink on how they might respond. I overthink about doing simple things like getting up from my seat to throw something away, getting up to get a tissue, saying a joke to my friends, drawing in my sketchbook, and many other things. I cried today in band because I was frustrated about not being able to say the emotions that I was feelings. I really want to get diagnosed, but i don't think my mom will believe me, and we probably don't have the money for it right now. It